Civilization

this question crossed my mind once again y'ay...."wat has civilization given to us?"
civilization has given us lots and lots of things...

it has given us reasons to hate people
it has given us reasons to kill people
it has given us reasons to abandon nature
it has given us reasons to become selfish
it has given us reasons to commint treachery
it has given us reasons to make people cry
it has given us reasons to commit crimes
it has given us reasons to forget god
it has given us reasons to become conceited
it has given us reasons to be unsatisfied and unhappy

in short it has made us an uncivilized unhumane beast....

do we really need such a civilization...it was lot better in the primitive times....it was lot better when we didnt have technology to kill people....it was lot better when we didnt have the desire for money and power....it was lot better when there was no politics...it was lot better when there was no corruption....it was lot better when people had love and happiness in their heart...it was lot better when humans were humane....

kaash...that time could come back again....

sometimes!!

sometimes, i feel that i m alone in this world
sometimes, every moment seems unreal
sometimes, the music doesnt sound melodious
sometimes, the colors dont seem bright
sometimes, nothing can make me smile
sometimes, anything can make me cry
sometimes, i crave for nothing
sometimes, i grieve over everything
sometimes, the heart skips a beat
sometimes, i feel as if i dont exist


i get senti like this only "sometimes"